Sunday, 28 July 2013

dora the explorer • 6:32 - Kelana


Hari ini aku merantau, sayang;
cari-cari hatiku yang hilang.
Namun yang kutemukan hanya kenangan.


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(Today I'm wandering about, darling;
looking for a heart gone missing.
But memories are my only finding.)


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Earliest flight to Singapore, the sun was just peeking from the horizon.
It was breathtaking.

Monday, 24 June 2013

curhatnya • what we think of when we think about something

Every mind in this world has their muse, the one that triggers the best part of their ideas and imaginations.

The Inspiration.

It could be something simple, like their favorite song, or the pitter-patter of the cloudburst. It could be the sun, or the ocean. The smell of midsummer's rain, the feel of the sands between our toes, maybe the taste of home from the home-cooked meal. It could be that special girl you grew up with, or the old couple living next door.

It could be anything, everything, and nothing at the same time.

Someone's thoughts always revolve around certain special something.


And sometimes that certain special something changes with time.

But sometimes, sometimes a mind can't move on from something so badly, even though it hurts—even though the ideas turns into something sad and heart-wrenching. Sometimes we can't help feeling sad because we don't want to let something go. Sometimes it hurts, remembering how happy we were then, but we are not ready to bury them and move on.

Because the happy memories anchor us down and we're afraid to search for the new one that might not come. The smile and the dimple that's sketched down on the paper, the lips shaped like you always remember, but it's not yours anymore. The words they said to you, the one memorable line you want to relive but never came out the same.

Sometimes it is painful, but the happy memories make it okay.

Sometimes the pain center us.

But sometimes, we have to let go.

Saturday, 11 May 2013

curhatnya • janus

Life's too short to be sittin' 'round miserable
People gon' talk whether you doing bad or good, yeah.
(Cheers (Drink to That) - Rihanna)

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Before I start, I've got a new banner for the blog, yay! <3 Also, if you see the sidebar to the right, you'll see 'About Fransisca Theodora Fances' :3 Click to know more about me if you had the time. There's my bucket list there h3h3h3. **what**

It's actually been quite long since every education stuff is being halted, but I can't really muster up the idea to write about anything; because nothing happens to me (yeah, channeling the spirit of John Hamish Watson before Holmes) and, well, turns out that long school break is quite boring, indeed.

So boring that I got reduced to this:

(A cutscene from Janus)

Ha, pardon my stupidity.


Anyway I've been re-learning stuffs like using Photoshop and designing simple editing jazzy things and stuffs to cease my boredom and to fulfill an important work I've got to do. Turns out that my skill in Photoshop is sooo underdog and I'm going to start uni in August and I'm going to be majoring in Arts (then Cinematography) and I've got no skill at all, oh my what I'm going to do?!

(Janus: Roman's God of doorways, choices, beginnings and endings.)

I'll just go for it, I guess.